do i really have to move on..

yesterday i went for the 2G bbq chalet.. before that i wif raynian and han yong wanted to watch a movie before we go and somehow.. celine and christabel came along as raynian say 3 is too little.. lots of things had happen on the way and i dun feel like saying.. and during the bbq.. things almost went out of hand and ya.. she said that it was her fault that she did nt keep her promise and said that it is time to move on.. do i really have to move on.. its so difficult..

and on friday, you say that the only shirt left to wear is that shirt.. i felt that you really didnt wan to wear it because you have no choice.. * erm.. this is nt saying you or anything ok, eh.. i noe it may sound like i'm scolding, but i jus dono how to phrase it, so sry abt it*

i wish you all the best and gd luck wif your nxt boyfriend and hope you are able to trust him by that time.. because if you have made a wrong choice.. you can track back and do it all over again unless the person you love give you a chance and dun waste that chance ok? its precious, and i will nvr regret that i have loved you

EXAMS ARE OVER!! :]

yes! today is the last paper and nw, its all over :] WOOO!!! xD reach hm, raynian come my hse thn use comp.. thn somehow.. i had moodswing, vry bad.. i feit so restless.. feel like dying.. thni went to have a bath and i felt so so much better.. hope the rest of the days will go smoothy..

hurt..

these few days.. someone has been feeling vry down and i'm nt there for her whn she needed me.. somtimes i even wonder.. *something, cant say* last nite.. something came to my mind.. someone in my dreams told me to cherish the person i love and dun regret whn that person is gone.. to those out there who has i partner.. cherish them, dun wait till they are gone and thn you regret.. it will hurt alot..

4 more papers to go.. jiayou everyone..

saying sry

to cherly.. i am sry for nt replying ur tags.. cause i really dono wat to reply :( sry .. nxt time wont le, or else someone will kill me :( sry sry sry and sry again.. today's paper was still ok, but i am feeling vry restless nw :( i dono why..

feel like crying..

last nite, she sms me through the nite again and some things happen... she does nt wan me to say those words to her because she will go soft and emo.. so frm today onwars, i shall nt say those words to her le because i dun wan her to feel sad... last nite, everytime whn i wan to tell her those words, i.. i.. jus feel... ya.. i dun feel like saying out my feelings.. i;m afraid i might hurt someone.. tats all..

and nw i am wondering if i shid put the lables that i wanted to put..
shld i?...

saturday

today started out bad.. someone sms me through the nite and i was nt there for her.. i thn replied her bask somethings which i dun feel like saying and she was so angry that she scolded me.. ani i think she is vry scary whn she is angry :0

the her" sry :( nxt time i wont do it le.."

at nite, my family and i went CP to eat sub way :]:] woo! so yummy and upgrade my phone to unlimited sms xD so by this wednesday can have unlimited le :]

Exam period

Exams starts today and i am still laging behind in revision :( today's paper was nt very difficult.. still managable.. i wonder how did she do, i hope she still can manage :] jia you yea :]went to meet her today and started revising together for awhile thn l8r we talked abit * cant say* and went to sch for exams already.. hope i can manage my time well ..

somehow.. ms cheng didnt catch my fring and i have already escape 2 times le :0 hope she will nvr catch me :P

tats all.. and i dun think i will update often because of exams.. whn exams are over, i will continue :] take care guys :] gd luck for exams :]

sleepy..

Yawny.. wow, i feel so tired.. i didnt sleep well last nite, dono why.. looks like i have become insomiac again.. this morning woke up wif a headach.. dono why oso..

i hope you slept well last nite, anyway, i guess you are still sleeping.. sleep tight

saturday

nth much happen on saturday, jus my normal routine and i jus feel abit tired as i have nt enough rest.. went for work in the morning, fingers gt burnt again and is quite a few times.. business was pretty good that day.. went hm, bath, took a nap and went for church.. thn went to find tuition teacher and talked to her abt smth, dun feel like elaborating.. came hm, play sodoku.. which take me abt an hour to complete i puzzle -.-'' it's like so difficult lor.. had dinner, watch TV and went to sleep..

I think someone was emoing last nite, and she does nt wan to tell me why.. i hope she wont keep things frm me as well..

friday

friday was a very tiring day for me.. i went out almost pratically the whole day till abt 12 plus thn reach home and it is in the nite >[ morning went to have my own basketball training, hoping that there will be people to play wif but whn i reach the court, there wasn't anybody at all.. so i jus practice on my own.. I fell tat my basketball skills are dropping , wonder why.. Thn i went hm at abt 9 plus, slacked till abt 10 thn go bath.. i was so restless after that till i didnt even wan to do my hmwk.. and so i went to play sodoku to let time pass, and as usual.. i gt scolding again for nt revising my work.. After all thoso nagging snd at abt 4 plus, my family and i went to the beach and play with my relatives as well :] i had lost of fun at the beach but also some fears... dun feel like xplaining, i might remind me how the accident happen to me :(

there was a funny part whn we reach the beach, this is how it goes.. whn we are on the way to the beach, my mum say she wanted to buy drinks so i asked her wat drink and she said ice cream soda and i told her no ice thn the drink nt nice le.. my mum thn told me she brought ice along, its jus in the ice box.. and thn, i was wondering.. there is ice box in the car leh, and i tot my mum knew, so i didnt remind her and i tot that my aunt would bring too. whn we reach there, my parents thn realised that they had forgotten to bring the ice box and inside contain honey dew which is so sweet and juicy *too bad we didnt bring*

after the beach, we went to my aunt friend's birthday party, and how unlucky.. whn i went to change my pants, it gt stained with curry immediately >[ wash up, had dinner and rushed to the arcade wif my cousin :] thus reaching home at 12 plus..

well, although i had fun, in between, i have hurt someone and i promise nt to keep anything frm her again.. lastly, i'm sry..