yes, lots of things have happen since i update..
these few days, i have found all my answers to all my problems,
lots of unhappy things just happen to me and i have over come it with my closest friend's help.
yes, 28 august.. abt midnite, that is the end for us, although i hated the answer, i still must accept the fact anf the truth.
we just do not understand each other and always misunderstanding each other.
i noe its difficult for me to move on, thks to yuan rong and kang qiao, they tried to cheer me up, thks alot, it means alot to me. zarinar mei also accompany a few times but she was quite busy, thks too :]
lastly, kalinda, always there for me, anytime anywhere, the only problem is that raynian do not like it.. so i will have to control i guess..
but she will still be there for me :]
accompany me the whole day :] i appreciate it alot,
actually i wanted to pour out everything to my mum, but she has been having so much stress and also need to watch out for my sister. i jus dun want her to have another problem to think abt.
today my mum told me i shld not keep everything to myself and have to pour out to god or i could to tok him if i needed a listening ear. i did not tell my mum about my problems and she sort of like knew everything, it is like god trying to tell me something, that is the first thing that struck me.
number to, one of the msg of hers that struck me and gave me a great impact..
there is no use crying over spilled milk..
lastly which is my mum again, she keep asking me how am i wif bel.. i jus do not know wat to reply and jus lied that we are ok, it is like my mum knew everything and even know that i have been talking less about her, i hope i can tell her soon..
today is a tiring day, i'm goin to sleep, nites everybody :]
