Sunday, September 13, 2009

wondering how u forget me so quickly

i'm seriously wondering, how did you forget me so quickly...
i still can't let you go and you fell in love with someone already..
you told me you would not want another boyfriend if you insist, but looks like you are wrong, you have found yourself another partner.. when i knew abt it, my heart jus sank and broke.. i wish you could tell me, but you just wont say. i need to let you go, but i dono how, i dono where to start, my mum told me some things yesterday and i finally understand fully why you break up with me. i noe i cant stop you from loving another guy.. but i wish i noe who is it, i wish to noe you more..
i just need to let you go, but i dono how..and i felt more jealous and hurt whn i noe u fell in love with him, maybe the him is the person which always stand by you, the one which u do not want to tell me..
i want to let you go, so i wont feel hurt, so i dun need to care so much, so i can be smiling and be happy again... the problem is i dono how to start, i dono how to let u go..
the last time i did, it was when i was having a course for the whole day,and it was for abt a week.. i nearly let you go, the reason i came back was when you fell sick and you were hospitalised... i was too soft.. nw, jus thinking, i dun really want to care anymore.. if you really love him, i wish you good luck and hope he understands you more thn me.. take care..
yesterday, my mum told me some things and i remember this sentence..

first, you have to understand yourself, next your friends and lastly, ur girlfriend...